Did I just watch Jensen doing basically nothing, besides being adorable and self-conscious for 40 minutes? Yes, I did. And then Jason @30:25. Awwww, sooo truuuue.
For some reason I feel like writing about stuff today. Looking back at the 4 months of this schoolyear, the common denominator has been ... there isn't one. My life's still a rollercoaster, even more than before. There are the absolute lows that I fear (who am I kidding, they scare the living daylights out of me) but when these pass, there's euphoria. Euphoric happiness about surviving another low. Euphoric happiness when a day passes without any problems. Euphoric happiness about the weight loss. Euphoric happiness about the confusing two dorks from a reality show (I've still got the emotional stability of a 14-year-old). The Matrix was and is and will be the thing that makes the most sense (doesn't make ANY sense, it was a sign) and made my October break, obliterating the killer headaches and long bus rides. It worked as a bond that helped me over a lot. I wasn't expecting it, but there it was in all glory and if I need to, I can go back there and use my stupid sense of humour and know it's actually appreciated. There will be a lot of opportunities for that in the coming months. I'm just so glad that I know how to make tiny things count and use them as a source of such happiness. I'm doing my job that I actually love. Yes, in the light of everything, I've reached the conclusion that I love my job and a lot of the people who I work with. I guess the realisation comes from all the problems I've had with myself lately. After two days of a complete disaster, I made my presentation yesterday without major problems and I'm overwhelmingly proud of it. More proud than I should be because it wasn't a big deal. What else? My living room will be beautiful, it's worth it, it has to be. It's actually a happy post, I didn't think it would be at first. Shine bright :)
Whoever thought that Merlin couldn't be Irish was a moron. We could have had 5 seasons worth of accent porn!!!
And then I read somebody's comment: "wait one HOT SECOND. is this the less cute one from MERLIN? Am i looking at the SCARF ONE from MERLIN??? is that who this fucking is?????"
The hashtags need to be reproduced as well: "#non-merlin fans suddenly realizing that colin morgan is hot #is my new favorite thing #while the colin morgan fans sit and drink tea in the background while watching the world burn"
"THE LESS CUTE ONE" HOW DARE YOU????
Just watch this. Is it OK if I want his eyelashes, they are illegal. If I can't sleep, I'll put that on, zone out the words and just listen to his accent.